I am having a hard time with the concept of life.

I want my kids to know that they never brought me any unhappiness and they had nothing to to with my bad choices.  I am finding out that something bigger than my own will exists inside of my head and I am growing tired of fighting.  You guys never have to like me just because I am your mother.  Great things are going to work out for you.  Just because I live my live a certain way does not mean you are doomed.  I am proud of you for sticking this out and know that it was and never will be your fault.  I should be able to teach you how to find peace of mind and I can’t.  I have no tools and I have tried.  You will be fine and make up your mind to be happy and roll with the snow.

Mom

~ by aznos4040 on May 16, 2009.